Mindrape

Here's some! I just can't stop watching it AAAAAAHHH SNAAAAAKE SNAAAAAAAKE! XD
Some people really do have some unique imagination... you know, maybe it's just me, but "badgers, badgers" start to sound a bit like "bacio, bacio, bacio" after a while.

I won't write anything smarter here right now since I'm so nauseous after eating some chewing gum which has yucky taste...

Adieu anyway and sincerely yours,
-Lunatic and "badger"-obsessed M.-H.

What do people expect me to be?

Today the last remnants of my faith in our local bus disappeared mysteriously... where did they go?? Here's my experience about it (some):

-They never come in time. They're late when I'm in hurry. Once it came too early. How do you know when you're supposed to be at the bus stop if they do things like that??

-They raise the price of the tickets always when you don't expect it. Especially when you have just the right amount of money you've got used to have. Stabbing in the back.

-When you want to pay with a card, their systems won't work, just like today. It's not my fault if they don't have proper items to take the money...

-...improvise

Yesterday I discovered '80s! <333
Sure I knew them before but now I also like them.

I'm more excited about going to China than ever before. I know the time now and it's in April. We're gonna be there for a bit more than week. We'll stay in Beijing but we'll visit Chinese countryside for one day and we would be staying there one night.
There's only minus in the whole thing: I could go to a competition in Italy and it would be later than the China trip. But I know I can't get both so I have to choose (actually, I've already chosen)... but maybe I still could... What a terrible situation π.π

I hate, I love

5 things that I love (random number):

- The thick cocoa pap at the bottom of cocoa cup. I don't know why people hate it, I love it :9

- Cry-your-eyes-out melodramas. I can't live without watching even one during a year.

- Good soundtracks

- Mr. Weebl's art... seriously!!

- Beatboxing



5 things that I hate:

- Action movies. James Bond. Lamest thing ever made. Sorry if you're a fan!

- Countless bad habits I have beginning with biting nails and finishing with doodleing insted of studying.

- Fake persons. I'm good at recognizing them and they piss me off!

- Coca Cola zero... what kind of asshole invented it?

- Racism. Just principle.

And now I'm terribly affraid of owls and beavers...

Owls

Oh, how much I love this video, it's so out of the mind!! >.< My greatest respect for mr. Weebl!

Moi, je ne mange pas ces macarons, ou je vais vomiter

My appetite went for a little walk and hasn't come back yet. And nobody understands it.
So, the title has finally meaning for once~

Yesterday I watched a Swedish movie or tv-series, I'm not so sure, but anyway it was very creepy, though also very interesting (except for that part when almost every guy turned up to be gay, neonatzi, senile or just very creepy... I actually felt very sorry for one boy who was beaten to death because he was gay...<-- by those neonatzis T.T)

I also started to feel sorry for earthworms. Their life just seems so pathetic, they live in a dust and end up in peoples hook. And they hurt. Some people would say I should stop smoking whatever it is, even though I don't even smoke anything. I'm natural. lol

Adieu for now!

Lollypop, marshmallow...

This is how this country looks like right now. All grey.

Exams are creepying more and more near without any noise so that you'll have check your calendar to be sure nasty things like them even exist. Seriously, I really tried to study biology for about... two minutes? I made it to the second page, after that my head started to ache because of things I didn't want to know. Life's so hard.

Yesterday we tried a new training video with my sister and we couldn't do it to the end. First, it was in German, so you can guess if we understood something or not. And besides, the whole video totally sucked. First there was a ten minutes lasting commercial for health shoes, where everybody in one neightbourhood was using them. Then there was one minute of rotating wrists and ankles and then again, 10 min commercial for the shoes. And then the whole story repeated. In that part we shut the whole thing off, we just didn't have the nerve to watch the same commercial for 148574986795057604723462753847056938687278558634 times again.

Lately I've been thinking about cutting my hair to something nice and different. That would mean something I'd probably regret later. I found a nice hairstyle that MAYBE would fit me, but I wouldn't dare to let anyone cut it as long as I don't have a flat iron. <-- I forgot it to one hotel and never got it back T.T

I'm happy right now :) Mommy said she would buy me a shirt and the markers for fabric. I've got an idea...

Gosh, how much I wish this eternal winter would go away already... it is beautiful, I know, everything looks like in some kind of fairytale, but I still prefer spring. I really do miss the blue sky, warm wind etc... ok, this is starting to sound cheesy.

Actually, all I think I need right now is day in somewhere else with different people, because the situation I have now causes serious madness. I think that would do good to other people too, if I wasn't all cranky all the time. I'd like to go to city without any money, just walk around and see some places and do something nice. But I guess that doesn't make any sense. It's just... only those people who live in place like this know what's the matter. I don't think any normal person wouldn't stay sane if he/she lived in a pathetic village like this for a long time. Or is it just me?

Now as this sounds really angsty, I think I should promise to try my best. At school, and everywhere else. I kinda miss things like they were before, but it's useless, so I should get used with it and stop whining. Didn't I say the same thing last time?

By the way, I set a target to myself: I must get at least 9 in French. It's good thing that we use the same books as last year, so I can show off a bit now :3
I should be worried about biology, because instead of being active during lessons as I intended first, I started to rebel against our preferential teacher by being quiet... that just might lower my chances to get a good grade~

Hey! Since there never seems to appear anything sane and normal in this blog, why won't you suggest what to write about or what, ok? This is a commandment!^^

Ps! Oh, how much I hate those ads and commercials with a terrible theme song in some websites. In our house it was completely quiet, until!

Creepy Wednesday Night

Okay, as usual, the title has nothing to do with this update, so please just ignore it. What the hell is my problem?

Anyway. I just stopped whining about how seldom I write in here, so I decided to do something about it. As you can see, there are few photos, taken (secretly) with dad's new camera =v= buahhahhahhaa... I added some contrast to the photos about me because I have really REALLY dull facial features. It's still me, I did nothing else to the pics, so I don't feel wrong about putting them here. And, most importantly, I love dad's new camera :D (which you can read as a promise that I'll use it in the future, too).

Even though this isn't a new thing and it's just because I've always forgotten to write about it, but I learned the basics of pen spinning. Mom says it's the waste of time and I know she's right at some level, but I can honestly say: I don't give a damn about it!
I love the pen spinning though it was extremely frustrating to learn it, but it was worth it.

Exam week is creeping somewhere near and I'm starting to feel that I should be studying... And I'm not... This year has passed so quickly so far, especially when I haven't done nothing but squealing about how the time is passing to slow...

Oh, and last Sunday something very unusual happened! Parents told us to pack and said we would be leaving aroun 5pm. And we would be staying wherever it was for two days. I was quite like huh? but then we finally arrived to terminal. We had a surprise-cruise in Stockholm and it was really coom :) liked it^^

Proposals and French studybook

Right now I feel like I'm in dead end... dunno.
This day hasn't been the best, all I've done is just hanging around the home and annoying other people. Honestly, is it really that I don't have anything better to do?

Parents were talking about some kind of surprise during Monday and Tuesday, dad even asked if it would be too much trouble to be absent from school on these days... actually it would. I mean, of course it would be nice to have some nice time, too, instead of staying in coma for the the first 2 hours at school (after that I usually get concious again, thank god!), but I've got my moral as weird as it sounds~

Another thing. Few months ago I was sure that I could only wish about getting a boyfriend, but now times are different (I'm not sure if it's good or bad thing)... even though I have a bf, who obviously means lot to me, I still get weird confessions etc. That's starting to freak me out! Ew.

Right now I feel like baking something, but I'm quite sure nobody likes that idea. Not that I'm that bad cook, I suppose it's just inequality and favoring under this roof. Sometimes I really can't help but wonder what kind of oafs I'm living with!

In fall, I saw a disasterous nightmare that seems to come true step by step. I don't want to tell about it here because that would make me look very mean and discriminating person, much enough not to be true. Let's just say it's about my pride and something REALLY is threatening it. What to do...

And the last but not least, I can't wait spring to come. I know this might sound very absurd to some persons, but to me it's not that big deal. I shouldn't whine anymore about people who make an enormous fuss about x'mas in October....

Ps! Photos are random like always, but I like them especially when I compare them to others I tried to take today. The last pic is about my dear friend who's called "Mio" or "Myo", whichever you prefer (the pronouncing is the same). Seriously, should I be worried about myself since I name my cactus "Vello" and my stuffed... animal? What is it anyway, certainly not animal? anyway, I name him "Mio"?

I'm experimenting

aaaaa.... yeah. That's me, I was testing my photoshop :D I know they're a bit weird, but try to endure. :D
Oh my goah, how much I like to be at school again (not that I missed school so much, more likely because the life at home started turning into hell. Last day I didn't speak to anyone (except to my little sis). Anyway, back to the school theme, my French classes started and I guess I couldn't like it more than I do now. It's so much funnier that in upper secondary, which sucked pretty much for the first 2 years.

Now! I feel I need to travel to somewhere I haven't been. I'd like to go to GB, France or Italy right now, but that's impossible. I must save money for something greater than I would ever had been able to dream of: I'm going to China!!! This spring, mommy gave me permission and signed the papers and here we go! I'm just too excited...
It is gonna be expensive, especially because I have to pay it myself, but I'll do it! No matter what lol :P