Proposals and French studybook

Right now I feel like I'm in dead end... dunno.
This day hasn't been the best, all I've done is just hanging around the home and annoying other people. Honestly, is it really that I don't have anything better to do?

Parents were talking about some kind of surprise during Monday and Tuesday, dad even asked if it would be too much trouble to be absent from school on these days... actually it would. I mean, of course it would be nice to have some nice time, too, instead of staying in coma for the the first 2 hours at school (after that I usually get concious again, thank god!), but I've got my moral as weird as it sounds~

Another thing. Few months ago I was sure that I could only wish about getting a boyfriend, but now times are different (I'm not sure if it's good or bad thing)... even though I have a bf, who obviously means lot to me, I still get weird confessions etc. That's starting to freak me out! Ew.

Right now I feel like baking something, but I'm quite sure nobody likes that idea. Not that I'm that bad cook, I suppose it's just inequality and favoring under this roof. Sometimes I really can't help but wonder what kind of oafs I'm living with!

In fall, I saw a disasterous nightmare that seems to come true step by step. I don't want to tell about it here because that would make me look very mean and discriminating person, much enough not to be true. Let's just say it's about my pride and something REALLY is threatening it. What to do...

And the last but not least, I can't wait spring to come. I know this might sound very absurd to some persons, but to me it's not that big deal. I shouldn't whine anymore about people who make an enormous fuss about x'mas in October....

Ps! Photos are random like always, but I like them especially when I compare them to others I tried to take today. The last pic is about my dear friend who's called "Mio" or "Myo", whichever you prefer (the pronouncing is the same). Seriously, should I be worried about myself since I name my cactus "Vello" and my stuffed... animal? What is it anyway, certainly not animal? anyway, I name him "Mio"?

I'm experimenting

aaaaa.... yeah. That's me, I was testing my photoshop :D I know they're a bit weird, but try to endure. :D
Oh my goah, how much I like to be at school again (not that I missed school so much, more likely because the life at home started turning into hell. Last day I didn't speak to anyone (except to my little sis). Anyway, back to the school theme, my French classes started and I guess I couldn't like it more than I do now. It's so much funnier that in upper secondary, which sucked pretty much for the first 2 years.

Now! I feel I need to travel to somewhere I haven't been. I'd like to go to GB, France or Italy right now, but that's impossible. I must save money for something greater than I would ever had been able to dream of: I'm going to China!!! This spring, mommy gave me permission and signed the papers and here we go! I'm just too excited...
It is gonna be expensive, especially because I have to pay it myself, but I'll do it! No matter what lol :P

Here I am, sitting behind the screen at 0:50, listening to French radio (I understand about 1/6 of it! Go-go-go!!!) and writing my first book. Mwahahaha
It's not so good, it changes as my mood changes and I just write it without planning it. But I like the idea and I'm trying my best!

My fever which hasn't gone down ever since... month ago (?), just went down. I wonder what it was...

I'm making a New Year Promise and I promise to stop wasting money as a crazy person. This fall I've buyed almost everything I see and I've regretted it almost every time. That sucks, doesn't it?

Yesterday I started to watch new k-drama called "Will it snow for Christmas?". I haven't finished the 1st episode yet but it seems to be good one. Can anyone say anything about this drama? Is it good, is it bad?

kEuRisEUmAseU jAL bONaEseYo!!!

Merry Christmas!!!
Hyvää joulua!!!
Häid jõule!!!
メリークリスマス!!!
크리스마스잘보내세요!!!
Joyeux Noël!!!
...etc.

Yesterday my vacation started and I'm happy about it.
I decided to add photos from this year and remember all these great moments as the year went on.
You could ask me something, or suggest what to write about, ok?

Chingu wi saeng-il

Day by day, I love Korean more and more.
I'm doing my best at studying it, although I guess I suck at it... bloah. What a pity.

Today I'm going to celebrate my friends birthday... I don't really know her friends but I guess I'll get to know them better, or at least I hope so.

Yesterday I spent my day watching top 10 or some other "top" things as 10 weirdest diseases, 13 most interestin hats, hairs etc. Of course, there were also celebritites without makeup, so they looked like "normal people"... and I also found top 10 ugliest celebrities (AND they really were the ugliest!!)

I can't wait for my i.p. Christmas, last year it was awesome and the atmosphere there was a lot better than at home (which is a miracle)...
Since I don't have anything better to say, I'll just add some photos.

I miss something

I have a small cactus called "Vello". I don't know why I named it like that, but it fits perfectly. When I got "him" it looked just like a Mickey Mouse with its two big and round ears. Soon after one of them dropped and it had only one ear. After summer, there was a new but it was different from the previous one. It was thin and tall. So now it definitely doesn't look like Mickey Mouse. Few weeks ago something new started to grow out from the new ear...

Ok, no more cactus-things unless you want to hear :)

It's kinda weird that always when you get rid of something causing stress and start relaxing, new stress factor comes up... cruel, isn't it?
I'm really looking forward to X-mas break and I think for the first time I deserve it. I've done quite a work during this fall and I hope I can do the same on spring term.

Good times are waiting for me anyway; I'll have birthday party with my friend from school, I'll get my salary soon, I'll have fun with friends and so on ^.^

How did my skiing trip end???

Yesterday we went to ski trip since we didn't have school and everyone had time... I'm not really skiing fan, mostly because I'm not good at it (even my 6-year-old sister can ski faster than me... should I be worried about it?).
We went to some kind of weird place that I've never been before and my head was aching like hell, so I wasn't that excited about the whole trip. My skis didn't move forward at all and everyone had gone. The place was beautiful.

After a while, I came across the crossing. I decided to turn right because... I don't even know, it just felt like the right choice.
Then I skied and I skied, there didn't seem to be an end for it and I started to be a bit confused. Then I crossed a road and continued my trip. In that point, I was sure I had got lost. And I started to panic, especially when I noticed that I had made a small circle and found myself back in the place I crossed the road. My leg was aching and I knew I just had to go back the same way I had came. I removed my skis and started to walk back even though I knew it was just too long way back... then when I was on top of my despair, I saw my dad! I just had to go back to the place I had crossed the road and my family picked me up there... :)



Today I got my exam results back and they went amazingly well!!! @.@ yay~~~